i haven't been writing as much as i'd like to. but, i've been writing and i think keeping that muscle in the brain "used" is what's necessary, ya know? i'm sipping my iced tea made by my keurig coffee brewer my famz bought from craigslist. second day using it. it feels brand new to us. husband sighing. daughter at school. great time with another family at the irvine spectrum yesterday. their two kids get along wonderfully with pupusa. very compatible. i had a deep talk with the matriarch of the family. love talkig with her -- we always resonate together and i feel like i always learn something. i feel interested in staring at my husband as he eats his egg and turkey sausage crumble sandwhich. what is he thinking of? probably nothing (his words not mine to be exact) i like blogging because it's not specific ya know? i wanna write a book or write a script really i really want this why am i not doing this? procrastination ???? help universe i want to write and be successful at it? dude is that even spelled the right way?