blogging is graffiti with punctuation (dialogue from contagious)

we're watching contagion. that would be pretty freaky deeky
right now he misses his wife and is crying
looking at pictures from hong kong
sometimes there's just too much distance in soderbergh's characters
very
very
very
male

me need more corn

white fingernail polish
up my nose
me need more corn
mom
i want cheese stick
mom, can i have a cheese stick?

conflict is funky

less than 5 sentences
sometimes conflicts are icky
we kiss and make up
but something in the relationship changes
it's just weird
for a
while
than it gets back to normal

quibids

i started playing quibids a year ago and then quit because...well...i kept losing. i never quite got the knack on how to play well. anyway, 10 months later i get an e-mail that i earned a badge for 5 bids. then i placed my bids and recv'd an e-mail that i recv'd 50 free bids because they made a mistake and didn't carry an item. i spent the 50 bids. won nothing and now i feel addicted. i keep checking the web site. but, i refuse to spend any more money on it. gotta run. sorry such for no conclusion.

opposing view

maybe i should write an essay on opposing views. that would make a great writing exercise. i really like that i am blogging again. it's a little narcissistic. oh my gosh i can't believe i spelled it the right way. so this essay about oppsing views. i see liberal and conservative posts on my facebook. well, honestly more liberal than conservative posts........but, what's my point? oh, yes maybe my point is that we can under stand our belief systems better when we understand the other 12 angles or so, ya know? there are many different variables that make up ones belief systems. but, hands down i believe we are born with our dispositions. my daughter came out with her hands in fists and screaming. or, maybe it was the day after she was born. really, for me, it was all a blur from the epidiural. but, for my daughter it was probably like, damn, i wanna go back to womb
2b continued phonecall from my sister-in-law

she's not sleeping well

maybe i neeed to research night terrors more. maybe we just aren't doing the best job...
whatever it is...
it's breaking my heart

life is choices

art teacher
art therapist
artist
writer
child psychologist
songwriter

let's go go go go go on an adventure

papaya is watching dr. seuss
great taste.
things to do.
it's interesting. if you're busy you get more things done.
is this true?
i ponder it.
as i have a lot of time on my hands.
in a good way.
i've been walking an hour and a half a day.
pretty cool.
been cleaning more.
having issues with the eating.
but, hey, i'm human.
ya know?
well, here we go.
ya know?

let's poetry out ourselves

poetry
i do
i do indeed
i pulled some comps that you might wanna see
let's see
show me
baby
play
whimsy

marcus aurelius

it's been awhile since i've written. it's been awhile. why? who cares? i'm writing now. and the present moment is where it is at. marketers will sell their product. people will sell their belief systems to you over and over. but, really..........the present moment is all we really need. when i was reading eckhart tolle's books he mentioned marcus aurelius is a figure from history who balanced the physical and spiritual life quite well. riches and spirituality.