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don't know what to write about. weight loss. weight gain. humility. genetics. meat. vegan. flexatarianism. i'm tired of the high's and low's of my weight. i just wanna be balanced. hmmm. is this possible? am i not committed enough? too committed? CAN I lose those 15 pounds before hawaii? i bet i can. but, is it forcing it, ya know? am i a narcissist to blog? i feel like i've eaten enough salad that i'm stretching my stomach out. i want to go back to eating. omg, i have my appointment. i better go to my pt.