vacationing

to me vacationing is a necessary
even if money is an issue for some families
how about camping with another family?
taking the train instead of a car or airplane?
seriously
there's no need to explain the benefits of vacation
i cannot wait for ours
we're going to the beautiful tropical island of oahu
we've tried two or three times before this
but
i finally staked a claim in it
or the island gave me permission
to come

bob dylan song

i like that bob dylan song at the end of knocked up
one day i knew it would happen
i would "get" bob dylan
and hear and feel the musical genius that everybody says that he is
this happened for me

wish i could say

wish i could say i'm 100% health
wishi could say every thing is great
it is it really is
it's just that i have that crazy
feeling inside me about
that jealousy i felt
that young girl
why would i think that?
why would i feel jealous

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hola hola holachica chickcy choo

asdf

don't know what to write about. weight loss. weight gain. humility. genetics. meat. vegan. flexatarianism. i'm tired of the high's and low's of my weight. i just wanna be balanced. hmmm. is this possible? am i not committed enough? too committed? CAN I lose those 15 pounds before hawaii? i bet i can. but, is it forcing it, ya know? am i a narcissist to blog? i feel like i've eaten enough salad that i'm stretching my stomach out. i want to go back to eating. omg, i have my appointment. i better go to my pt.

maxxinista fashionist

a







i really have been plugged into fashion recently
really
what's that about
surfer style
i seemed to pick better clothes for my husband

rushing

rushing
slushing
almonst manic
yum
coffee and donuts
doesn't that sounds good?
rushing is the opposite direction of peacefulness
i want to move
is it gonna come through for us with this apartment?
need that ssc
where is it universe
is this the right decision?