friend recommended journaling to work out my crazies
thoughts
paranoia's
insecurities
reactions to thoughts, paranoia's, and insecurities
sorting through
them
navigating them
are they the farthest distance from the present moment
from what is good
from what is clarity
overthinking
happens a lot when i'm home from 1 pm on
way way
rah rah
uhuhuhuh
used to be so very creative
now i seem to be too busy making breakfast and other domestic things
or maybe i'm not healthy
i want to heal
i want to be healthy
in charge
happiness
not always all it's cracked up to be
i just wanna be my authentic
self
everything else
who cares