fiction

this is fiction

be like

consequences
i've been hearing that word a LOT lately
a LOT
a LOT
weird
how the universe works
well
am i being narcissistic?
am i, even, spelling that right?
wire
tie wire
partner and cuddles are watching breakout

after life

the only instantaneous way to the afterlife as a human
is
well
the present moment
um,
and chocolate volcano cake

enjoy

i enjoy writing
why haven't i been writing as much
why
why
why
there are so many things that just wanna pop out of my head
so i blog
does this count
it don't matter
improper grammer intended
hooyah
and spelling for that matter
yummy
blue cheese souffle
who knew i had it in my
for this i am proud?
would love to be eating chilaquiles right now
what a strange craving isn't it
the sun is breaking after the rian
pupusa is sleeeping i allow her
this way
i can write an drest
and drink my orange creme latte
shoulda put less surare
waste of money
no more $4 lattes
jimminy cricket
seriously
that's a waste
i just don't like doin' it anymore
what i do like is a good therapist
i have found a good one
problem is pupusa and i go in
and it's a little hard to do both
but it keeps us occupied

emotional healing

emotional healing is complex
in many matters it in energetic
why even our body holds emotional memories
we love that don't we
emotional healing requires
an
I WANT TO HEAL
i mean, like i really wanna heal
emotional healing is mystical
there is some way of not understanding
but understanding it all in one
it's okay to ask for help
i want to heal
period