taking a break from working

i haven't been writing as much
a good friend explained to me
a performer has to take care of and morph their body to fit their character
hmmmmmmmmm
i haven't been taking good "enough" care of my mind
it has been sick
it's healing and almost as
i like to explain it...............
the souffle is cooked
it's that delicate the mind
but making a souffle
is something i want to do
i've read an article on someone who took a course on it
i've read the martha stewart recipe and wisdom behind it
but it seems soooooooo
hoity tooity
but it's not
i've made similar things
like the pavlova
i know who to whip the whites
sometimes i picture myself speaking in front of people
about mental illnesses
but
i've been aware of mine for about 20 years
i still find it a mysterious thing
ask anybody who is in research for it
we really are just scraping the surface
we can't operate on the mind
i'm getting behind myself
bye bye