life

i want it when i want it
NO
yes
but i wannnnna it now
NOW
hands on hip
stomping right foot
mushing nose out in protest
wah
but really
we're looking back at my twin flame's old jobs
looking up old addresses
etc
and it's like
huh?
yeah, that was a little stressful
when the job layoff happened at about 8 months pregnant
but
hey
ya know
now
that job is just a familiar nostalgic phone #
that's how life goes
man
as i get older the less i stress