I was a mess yesterday. I don't know if it's something I ate or something came unleashed. But, I didn't even feel like cooking dinner. I asked my other half to pick up something at El Pollo Loco. Then, I hit my elbow on the doorframe and starting balling. Seriously. Sometimes, blocked energy can be released. I haven't cried like that since I was pregnant. I do have my monthly friend, which, could explain some strange hormones. But, really. It was weird. I'm so glad my other half was so comforting. He was extremely male in offering me up solutions. But, I explained I just needed to vent.
On a MUCH, much happier note I was editin yesterday at the local community access television studio. It's right next to the big studio's and I nearly had a heart pulsating moment when I saw the fake sky in the studio. One day. One day. My big movie will be released and I'll be able to ....don't want to get ahead of myself. There is a plan in everyone's life and timing. It's up for me to do my best and to trust. NOT to force. But, to go with the flow, ya know?
It will all happen in its own time.
I do trust this.
Really.
So exciting to be editing again. My little Snuggles was the assistant editor. SIX MONTHS old and she's already editing away. She's a natural hitting the keys and REALLY getting into it. My heart was warmed over watching her.
It was really cool
.
upcoming poem
about the upcoming
breaking news
that i do not know
everything
i know very little
but
i'm much more interested
in what we don't know
than
what we do know
give me the pulitzer
don't give me the pulitzer
i just wanna
write poems
all day long
i started writing poems
at age two
my first fight with a family member
was
processed by poetry
cool diggs
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