Monday, September 1, 2008

weight why


maybe i should try shipping myself the next time i go to the post office. seriously. no matter what i've tried over the last 6 months since i've given birth -- i've gained and lost these same damn 10 pounds. okay, so miraculously i lost 26 pounds after giving birth. simple explaination...i got edema the last 2 or 3 weeks. so it was just water weight. it was simple to lose. then FOR WHO KNOWS what reason. i have been gaining and losing these ten pounds. i don't like where i've been going lately. into the past. i keep saying 'if i had just counted 2000 calories every single day since i gave birth then i'd have lost a pound a week and i'd have lost an additional 4 x 6 = 24 pounds. oh my gosh i'd weigh so much lighter. instead i feel fat and bloaty. we took a last minute get away camping trip to santa paula and we pigged out, i mean PIGGED out on junk food. we did eat nothing but fresh fruit in the mornings, though. credit for that. low and behold. it's time for me to shape up. i cannot seem to find what motivates me. maybe going to the post office and having them weigh me and ship me will motivate me to lose weight...that way i won't have to pay as much for shipping.

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